By Delta. From Blackwood for Sept.
- "And in there care in heav'n and is there love
- In heav'nly spirits to these creature base.
- That may compassion of their evils move
- There is else much more wretched were the case
- Of men than beasts. But oh! the exceeding grace
- Of highest God that loves his creatures so,
- And all his works with mercy doth embrace,
- That blessed angels he sends to and fro.
- To serve on wicked man to serve his wicked foe."
- Spenser.
- I have an old remembrance 'tis as old
- As Childhood's visions, and 'tis mingled with
- Dim thoughts, and scenes grotesque, by fantasy
- From out Oblivion's twilight conjured up.
- Ere Truth had shorn Imagination's beams,
- Or to forlorn reality tamed down
- The buoyant spirit. Yes! The shapes and hues
- Of winter twilight, often as the year
- Revolves, and hoar-frost grimes the window-sill,
- Bring back the lone waste scene that gave it birth,
- And make me, for a moment, what I was
- Then, on that Polar morn, a little boy,
- And Earth again the realm of fairyland.
- A Fowler was our visitant; his talk
- At eve beside the flickering hearth, while howled
- The outward winds, and hail-drops on the pane
- Tinkled, or flown the chimney in the flame
- Whizzed as they melted, was of forest and field,
- Wherein lay bright wild-birds and timorous beasts
- That shunned the face of man; and oh! the joy,
- The passion which lit up his brow, to con
- The feats of slight and cunning skill by which
- Their haunts were neared, or on the heathy hills,
- Or 'mid the undergrove; on snowy moor,
- Or by the rushy lake what time the dawn
- Reddens the east, or from on high the moon
- In the smooth waters sees her picture's orb,
- The white cloud slumbering in the windless sky.
- And midnight mantling all the silent hills.
- I do remember me the very time
- Tho' thirty shadowy years have lapsed between?
- 'Tis graved as by the hand of yesterday,
- For weeks had raved the winds; the angry seas
- Howl'd to the darkness, and downfallen the snows;
- The red-breast to the window came for crumbs;
- Hunger had to the coleworts driven the hate;
- The crow, at noontide, pecked the traveled road;
- And the wood-pigeon, timorously bold,
- Starved from the forest, neared the homes of man.
- It was the dreariest depth of winter-tide,
- And on the ocean and its isles was felt
- The iron sway of the North; yes, even the fowl
- That through the polar summer months could see
- A beauty in Spitzbergen's naked isles,
- Or on the drifting icebergs seek a home
- Even they had fled, on southern wing, in search
- Of less inclement shores.
- Perturbed by dreams
- Passed o'er the slow night-watches; many a thought
- And many a hope was forward bent on morn;
- But weary was the tedious chime on chime,
- And hour on hour 't was dark, and still it was dark
- At length we rose for now we counted five
- And by the flickering hearth arrayed ourselves
- In coats and 'kerchiefs, for the early drift
- And biting season fit; the fowling-piece
- Was shouldered, and the blood-stained game pouch slung
- On this side, and the gleaming flask on that:
- In sooth, we were a most accordant pair;
- And thus accoutred, 10 the lone sea-shore
- In fond and fierce precipitance we flew.
- There was no breath abroad; each in its cave,
- As if enchanted, slept the winds, and left
- Earth in a voiceless trance : around the porch
- All stirlessly the darksome ivy clung;
- All silently the leafless trees held up
- Their bare boughs to the sky; the atmosphere,
- Untroubled in its cold serenity,
- Wept icy dews; and now the later stars,
- As by some hidden necromantic charm,
- Dilate, amid the death-like calm profound,
- On the white slumber-mantled earth gazed down.
- Words may not tell, how to the temperament,
- And to the hue of that enchanted hour,
- The spirit was subdued: a wizard scene!
- In the far west, the Peatland's gloomy ridge
- Belted the pale blue sky, whereon a cloud,
- Fantastic, grey, and tinged with solemn light,
- Lay like a dreaming monster, and the moon,
- Waning, above its silvery rim upheld
- Her horns as 't were the Spectre of the Past.
- Silently, silently, on we trode and trode.
- As if a spell had frozen up our words :
- White lay the wolds around us, ankle deep
- In new-fallen snows, which champ'd beneath our tread;
- And, by the marge of winding Esk, which showed
- The mirrored stars upon its map of ice,
- Downward in haste we journeyed to the shore
- Of Ocean, whose drear, multitudinous voice
- Unto the listening spirit of silence sang.
- Oh, leaf! from out the volume of far years
- Dissevered, oft, how oft have the young buds
- Of Spring unfolded, have the Summer skies
- In their deep blue o'ercanopied the earth,
- And Autumn, in September's ripening breeze,
- Rustled her harvests, since the theme was one
- Present, and darkly all that Future lay,
- Which now is of the perished and the past,
- Since then a generation's span hath fled,
- With all its varied whirls of chance and change
- With all it's casualties of birth and death;
- And, looking round, sadly I feel this world
- Another, though the same; another in
- The eyes that gleam, the hearts that throb, the hopes,
- The fears, the friendships of the soul; the same
- In outward aspect in the hills which cleave
- As landmarks of historical renown
- With azure peaks the sky; in the green plain,
- That spreads its annual wild-flowers to the sun;
- And in the river, whose blue course is marked
- By many a well known bend and shadowy tree :
- Yet o'er the oblivious gulf, whose mazy gloom
- Ensepulchres so many things, I see
- As 't were of yesterday yet robed in tints
- Which yesterday has lost, or never had
- The desolate features of that Polar morn
- Its twilight shadows, and its twinkling stars
- The snows far spreading the expanse of sand,
- Ribbed by the roaring and receded sea.
- And, shedding over all a wizard light,
- The waning moon above the dim-seen hills.
- At length, upon the solitary shore
- We walked of ocean, which, with sullen voice,
- Hollow and never-ceasing, to the north
- Sang its primeval song. A weary waste!
- We passed through pools, where mussel, clam and wilk
- Clove to their gravelly beds; o'er slimy rocks,
- Ridgy and dark, with dank fresh fuel green,
- Where the prawn wriggled, and the tiny crab
- Slid sideway from our path, until we gained
- The land's extremest point, a sandy jut,
- Narrow, and by the weltering waves begirt
- Around; and there we laid us down and watched,
- While from the west the pale moon disappeared,
- Pronely, the sea-fowl and the coming dawn.
- Now Day with Darkness for the mastery strove;
- The stars had waned away all, save the last
- And fairest, Lucifer, whose sliver lamp,
- In solitary beauty, twinkling, shone
- 'Mid the far west, where, through the clouds of rack
- Floating around, peeped out at intervals
- A patch of sky; straightway the reign of Night
- Was finished, and, as if instinctively,
- The ocean flocks, or slumbering on the wave
- Or on the isles, seemed the approach of dawn
- To feel; and, rising from afar, were heard
- Shrill shrieks and pipings desolate a pause
- Ensued, and then the same lone sounds returned,
- And suddenly the whirring rush of wings
- Went circling round us o'er the level sands,
- Then died away : and, as we looked aloft
- Between us and the sky, we saw a speck
- Of black upon the blue some huge, wild bird,
- Osprey or eagle, high amid the clouds
- Sailing majestic, on its plumes to catch
- The earliest crimson of the approaching day.
- 'Twere sad to tell our murderous deeds that morn,
- Silent upon the chilly beach we lay
- Prone, while the drifting snow-flakes o'er us fell.
- Like Nature's frozen tears, for our misdeeds
- Of wanton cruelty. The eider ducks,
- With their wild eyes, and necks of changeful blue,
- We watched, now diving down, now on the surge
- Flapping their pinions, of our ambuscade
- Unconscious till a sudden death was found :
- While floating o'er us, in the graceful curves
- Of silent beauty down the sea-mew fell :
- The gilinot upon the shell-bank lay
- Bleeding, and oft, in wonderment, its mate
- Flew round, with mournful cry, to bid it rise;
- Then shrieking, fled afar : the sandpipers,
- A tiny flock, innumerable, as round
- And round they, flew, bewailed their broken ranks :
- And the scared heron sought his inland marsh.
- With blood-bedabbled plume around us rose
- A slaughtered hecatomb; and to my heart
- (My heart then open to all-sympathies)
- It spoke of tyrannous cruelty of man
- The desolator; and of some far day,
- When the accountable shall make account,
- And but the merciful shall mercy find.
- Soul-sickened, satiate, and dissatisfied,
- An altered being, homeward, I returned,
- My thoughts revolting at the thirst for blood
- So brutalizing, so destructive of
- The finer sensibilities, which man
- In boyhood owns, and which the world destroys.
- Nature had preached a sermon to my heart :
- And from that moment, on that snowy morn,
- I loathed the purpose and the power to kill.